What have I done to deserve this?   I've gone about this all wrong   I found myself I'm afraid all that I touch I will fuck up   I've found myself face down just trying to catch my breath   Anxiety consumes my everything   My everything, everything, everything   And everything seems to get to me   And I'm trying my hardest to let it   Well, if I this time I spill my blood   Will it be enough to fill my lungs again   And will it be enough to carry me?   Because I'm tired of watching my dreams die   My dreams die