you know i can't tell the truth   cause all i do is lie   i feel like i'm laughing all the time   but all i do is cry      i wanna go to heaven   i wanna go to heaven   but i don't wanna die      i gave you it all child   but i paid for that   you walked away from me   yeh you turned your back      yes i wanna go to heaven   lord i wanna go to heaven   but i don't wanna die   no, no, i don't wanna die      i'll take what you can give me   i'll use all i can use   yes i'm sleeping with my worries now   i've nothing else to lose      cause i wanna go to heaven   yes i wanna go to heaven   i wanna go to heaven   lord i wanna go to heaven   but i don't wanna die