The date counts down to zero when you came   Now it's counting up again   How sad and shit of me is this   It's time to leave the hermitage   And look to the outside again      My soul's as hard and fast and as loving you as anything   My soul's as bright and sharp and as loving you as anything      I can't reveal the cheating   You would never believe in a good man again   And your faith is too precious to waste on a man like him      He dreamed of loving but his heart was gone   They left him mutilated