Picture this alone and is that what we were to be   and I was waiting for that all to take   By god I think I found it   when I tried to find it   no, I always thought i could over take   love and cancer   when I tried to look   at what I have done, I know a way.   Fight me alone when I tried to speak my mind   I'm not your fucking whipping post   Am I a lie?   Tell me are you what I thought once was loss worth living   Shut down.   I lay in lights and silence.   And know it. It's what I had in store.   And I have it, it's not hard to find   and I found it, It's what I had in store,   and I know it   what was on that choice,   now you fucking go.Let's lie away.   I'll try to live my life but I'm not your fucking whipping post   so let me be as i try to sleep it off.   Take a look at what we have:   Our shield and one love.   That's what we have and I am not backing down.   it acts up blood, our lips are sealed and   for what it's worth it was never worth much but still I know what I am doing.   Now this shield is gone so try and fight your demons, try to fight them now. And I dont mean much at all. Good lucking finding speed it just gets worse from here. (You'll find yourself another way)   (You will find me buried beneath the sea)   Good Luck in growing old it just gets worse from here.