In the beginning    I used to sit around at home   Until I found    I couldn`t tell right from wrong   And go searching for the things    That would help to keep me   Holding on      I`d dumbly smile   In the shelter of my lonely room   My lips would part   Disguising the saddest gloom   The raw land rolls where night`s lit by a tragic moon      Backhand deal`s what the whole world feels   Sooner or later   Shatters every beat of my heart   Of my heart      The unsighted shores   Of the undone bird that blesses me   From angel strands   To the blatant factories   Inflicting all their pains while ignoring other`s   Misery      Backhand deal`s what the whole world feels   Sooner or later   Shatters every beat of my heart   Of my heart