You said this time would be the last   You said that it's over   You swore to me you'd put the bottle back down   So many times I've tried to teach you   To keep you from losing another one   Cause she can see right through all the excuses you feed her   And I know that I can't find any kind of definition   Cause you seem so dead to me   Do you still ask yourself "Will they remember me?"   Do you still ask your self "Why do I even try?"   Cause we'd die fighting to keep you alive   You said so softly to me once while waiting for her   You've got so much   You know son   You've got the world on your shoulders   So carry me home   I know it won't change, no it won't change   It won't go away   And I can't bare to watch you do this to yourself another time   You said that it's over   I can't believe you'd ever lie to her   Why?   So many times I've tried to teach you   To keep you from losing her again