Don't cut out my paper heart, I ain't dyin' anyway   Take a look at eye full towers   Never trust them dirty liars   Sippin' lemon yellow booze 'ole' leadbelly sings the blues   All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin' anyway      I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale   So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade      Fake the heat and scratch the itch   Skinned up knees and salty lips   I'll breathe your life vicks vapor life   And when you binge I purge alike   Let go it's harder holding on   One more trip and I'll be gone      So keep your head up   Keep it on, just a whisper I'll be gone   Take a breath and make it big   It's the last you'll ever get   Break your neck with diamond noose   It's the last you'll ever choose      I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale   Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be