Suddenly the guilt is written on your face   God only knows how down deep it goes   Nothin left to say in this pitiful state   I'm takin' the shame out on a song      I need to settle down maybe   Take some pity on myself      Damn you, I said damn   My mind is better off dead   Damn you, I said damn   Who are these voices in my head      Someone poured cold cement in your soul   And now all the beautiful colors are turning to gray   I notice you're happy only when you're miserable   (like some other people I know)   You love to eat your heart out just for the taste      We bleed so preciously, baby   Hopeless refugees of war      Damn you, I said damn   My mind is better off dead   Damn you, I said damn   Oh, God, I feel like I'm shot in the head      Into the air and into the lungs   And then down under the skin   Sweetly feeding the blood becoming   Part of the flesh part of the bone   Becoming the brain & blackening the soul      Hip hip hip boom boom way to go   I got a brand new me I don't even know   Before I get a little sick or a   Little cold, there's just one thing that you should know      We scream so desperately, baby   Choking on the words as they fall      Damn you I said damn   My mind is better off dead   Damn you I said   I can't stop these feelings