You'll come into my room   with your lips painted with poison, right?   You already seem to melt my body    mind   with your kiss   My hated self is 19 years old   My hated self is 19 years old      Though your heart is so beautiful   that I get nauseous   I can't do a thing   So why do you kiss me?   My hated 19 year old days   My hated 19 year old face      I want to fly like a black butterfly   with magnificent wings   Don't say it's stupid   Such a life is alright; it's alright...      If removing only the impure spirit is    impossible   No matter which way I walk   I can call this my future, right?   Indecisive dreams of a 19 year old   Indecisive lies of a 19 year old         I want to become a black butterfly   and be loved by someone   Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,   just a moment is alright; it's alright...      My hated 19 year old self   My hated 19 year old self      I want to fly like a black butterfly   with magnificent wings   Don't say it's stupid   Such a life is alright      I want to become a black butterfly   and be loved by someone   Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,   just a moment is alright; it's alright...      Like a black butterfly   Don't say it's stupid   Like a black butterfly   Don't say it's stupid