I take nothing from this   I walk away holding air   Just barely in my lungs   Aspirating blood from choking on these memories of fantasies   that there will be a light for me      There will be no light in this hollow   There will be no voice for me to follow   Past the damage and regret   Past the fire I could not set   To tell myself that I'm alive   Give me a reason to survive      What does it matter now   If this will ever happen   Tell me you even care   That I have sunk so low   What does it matter now   If I won't live to see this   Why would you even care   When I'm not there to burden you with guilt      What does it matter now   What does it matter now   What does it matter now   What does it matter now      Tracing veins upon my skin   And holding in my every scream to just a whisper   Choked back to just a ghost of a real emotion   And everything's inside   Boiling just behind my eyes   Everything's inside   Boiling just behind my eyes   But they're too dry to open   And you're too blind to notice   But what does it matter now    What does it matter now      What does it matter now   If this will ever happen   Tell me you even care   That I have sunk so low   What does it matter now   If I won't live to see this   Why would you even care   When I'm not there to burden you with guilt      What does it matter now   What does it matter now   What does it matter now   What does it matter now