Day after day I struggle to think about how things could have changed    Had I approached this in a different way      How do I go back to make the changes it would take?      I always promised myself that I would never sit aside   Idly watching as my life quickly passed me by    And now I'm screaming in my head      Can I alter my actions or   Is it way too fucking late?      No time left to linger   I've got to get out of this place   Fuck the consequences, I'm leaving my past behind