God my eyes were wide   An open casket smile   You were never liked at all   And I’m fucking glad you’re gone   You were a rip off   A pervert jack off   Big talk – no show   Broken back bone      You never looked better, dead and gone   I never felt better, you’re dead and gone and…      I wish I would have done   What nature finished first   I’d done it with my hands   Then left and shot myself      You never looked better, dead and gone   I never felt better, you’re dead and gone and   No more brother      I never lose sleep   I don’t regret a thing   Believe me when I say   I’m fucking glad it’s over      The praising of higher hate   Don’t doubt a fucking word      The darkest month   The darkest month is here   When you can’t move so freely   Chill out, detox, rehab, clean out   I can’t watch, I can’t bear   I just want to hang myself   Chill out, detox, rehab, clean out      I committed a felony   I never had much trouble before   First time offender   But I got put through the ringer   And my bank account shrunk a lot   They set an example   Chill out, detox, rehab, clean out   There’s not a chance, now way through me      You’ve never forgiven, exploited in dirt   It bothers you, it tortures you   One more flight, left in life   Shoot me dead, in the head   You made it up, inside yourself   You’re sleeping with me, you’re eating me   One more flight, left in life   Shoot me dead, in the head   Catch me if you can      Never touch me, never come near me   You’re a punk, a bunch of mouth   Not one percent, you’re found out   If you were me, you’d be in luck   But you’re not, so you suck      Show me a dollar, I’ll show you no heart   Show me a heart and I’ll show you my eyes      Wrong inside   Given an inch, cripple a mile   The pull of the dragon, the pull of the drug   I cannot see what the big fucking deal is   No repentance, no respect   Blown up eyes, blown up skies   I cannot see what the big fucking deal is and I cannot wait till the love is a fuck   Back to the world, the tourniquet knot is slipping apart   Bones left to pick, they radiate shine and splinter away