Something shoulda told me these days would come    Faith is at a low and life weighs a ton    Wanna lay down and die but I'm way too young    And I know we didn't come all this way for nothin'    Flash back five years we was brave and dumb    Wanna rap change the world rearrange the sun    Had hope so we waited 'til the paper come    The paper never came so now we jaded son    Never been about the money it's more the time we spent    Keep thinkin' I'm too old to shuck 'n' jive for rent    Friends ask me what's wrong I gotta lie to them    How can I tell them I no longer feel align with them   Travel the world    Autographs we signin' them    Had enough girls but honestly I'm tired of them    Tryin' to win still livin' in this life of sin    And I would give it all away for some enlightenment    Right now       Right now    Feel like I'm wasting my time    It's like I'm waitin' in line    With no patience to finally make it    And I'm    Trying to find a place to recline    And relieve the stress the    Ways of my mind    'Cus right now its all so fake    I'm trying to escape    And find a little space in time to my self    For my mind to be healthy enough    To deal with some of the cards that I dealt to myself    Right now       It's been a long road it seems    Trying to mold reality from hopes and dreams    And now I'm not so sure its a life I wanted    Might just call it quits get a wife and all that    Just settle down    It's the truth    If I sound a little bitter don't get it misconstrued    Just a bit confused    Sick of driftin' through this life    I wanna see it from a different view    But I aint got what I wanted to get off my chest    Off it yet    Not about to stop and step away    'Cus no one ever dropped a check    Was never in it for the money    Y'all lets not forget    I mean I got respect and that should be enough    I guess five years back it would be but what's next    Don't get me wrong I'm thankful for all this success    I'm not depressed I'm just stressed    Right now       Feel like I'm wasting my time    It's like I'm waitin' in line    With no patience to finally make it    And I'm trying to find a place to recline    And relieve the stress    The ways of my mind    'Cus right now it's all so fake   I'm trying to escape    And find a little bit of space in time for myself    For my mind to be healthy enough    To deal with these cards that I dealt to myself    Right now