i lost my head again   threw away my only friend    for just one night to be alive    and i slit my wrists for that bitch    without thinking a bit    how could i be so dumb    to think she'd stay       run away, run away   run away, run away       the air is tense i feel pathetic    with my life spinning on a wheel    into another state of affliction    cant seem to get myself through this hell      Should of found a better way   I've blown all that I 'm worth   What's left is nothing but hurt   All the blood has been stripped and lost   I don't even like me   I'm not something pure   Turn on the light before I fade away      the air is tense i feel pathetic    with my life spinning on a wheel    into another state of affliction    cant seem to get myself through this hell   Inside these four walls I explode      Escape into another world to get me far   away from here   And don't expect too much from me...'cause   I've been throwin' my life away   I've thrown my life away   I've thrown my life away      Should of found a better way      the air is tense i feel pathetic    with my life spinning on a wheel    into another state of affliction    Can't seem to get myself through this hell   Inside these four walls I explode