Stuck my hand in the fire   Put one foot in the grave   When the rain came to drown everything   I was waiting in place      With my mind on an island in the vacant sea   It was terribly silent, no one ever talks to me   I'm in need of a doctor or shock therapy   Won't you please wipe my memory clean?      I want to be clean again   I want to live like I've never been torn in two parts   I want to be be strangers again   I want to exhume your body and consume your heart   And make art of your every organ      I awoke with a start, my teeth on the gravel   In dampness so dark, too deep to unravel   I thought I was alone, but the ground began to scurry   And I followed my new friends home      And we live without hurry   (Crawling through mossy cracks)   No heartbreak or hurry   (No one to blame, no reason for shame)   And I'm never coming back   (I'm never coming back)   I'm never, never coming back      What a lie I've become   All my senses are numbed   So I cut, and it bleeds   And you all drink of me   As I slowly drift asleep      I want to be clean again   I want to be clean again   I'll never be clean again