I am alone and feeling deprived   Maybe it's because I don't know what's inside   Of my heart, and in my mind   When all my thoughts are kept inside   Some of my thoughts deal with death   But most deal with happiness   Of a girl that I can see   But she's not here next to me   Once I thought of a time   When everything was fine   And everyone just liked me   For trying to be me   So now I am alone   With no one to call my own   Thinking of the time that has passed   Which could have been a real blast   I always thought way too hard   About problems people face in everyday life   I know thinking too much is not good for you   But when you are lonely its something to do