all these waves   are crashing in on me   am I just drifting in an endless sea      the sirens call out to me   enchanting creatures sing soft melodies   am I floating away   underwater waltz I begin to sway      all these lives   are crashing in on me   and everyone I used to be   is it she or she or me   the painted prism from a child's dream      the storybooks they told me differently   the happy ending sailing away from me      all these thoughts   are crashing in on me   and does this mean my restless mind will never sleep   I toss and turn just to see   the ceiling beginning to breathe      and I can't make out what it means   am I further from the truth I seek      all these days    are crashing in on me   from one to another   memories   moments of joy and moments of pain   at this moment they're all the same      do these these tears fall from my eyes   are they real or just the rain from the skies      all these waves   all these waves   all these waves   crashing in on me