there's a hole in my head   i'll only get to twenty-five      he's at the foot of my bed   i'm happy just to be alive      and he said how   how are you?      i said i won't see twenty-five   but i'm ??? for twenty-two      there's a hole in my chest   big enough to fill the sea      i fake a smile to myself   wishin' i could fall asleep      then i say how   how are you?      i said i won't see twenty-five   so i'm gonna see you soon      real soon