it is always night for you here   your brother was the first boy inside of you   and as a locust would eat   your father was the first man inside of you      your body is all your own   keep it away from mine   i love you, kathy   you forgive everything      to die and not breathe   to writhe desolated   to crawl towards colorlessness      the grass across the yard   my father was the second man inside of you   the sailor is dead the social worker is dead   the software engineer is dead the singer is dead      youve always lied to us   richard broddigan never stuffed his underwear in your mouth   i love you, kathy   i forgive everything      im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry   let them sing for joy   but it was you to whom the raven called      there must be some things (for which i got ? abused)   there must be some things (for which i got ? abused)   both feet jammed against your heart   both feet jammed against your heart   do you want me to write your name?   do you want me to tear it up?   do you want me to throw it in the garbage?