Standing alone in a crowd   Too drunken now to speak out   And I want to speak out   It just seems that I've forgotten how      And I'm drinking to escape something   Hoping for another life living   Because alcohol it's mind-numbing   And my mind's the one thing that could use expanding      And my body has not yet failed   But it ain't passing the test   Inhibit, extra-exhibit   And then fall down      I'm still living up to my fears of ten years since gone   Loneliness, it nourishes me   Anorexic and attention starving   For somebody to eat   But no one caters to my needs   At least not of my diet, hey it's the fad of the weak      Just give five minutes to connect with me   You don't have to do anything that doesn't come naturally   You know I'll adjust, you know that I'll adapt   To whatever suits your mood of what is come to pass   But don't lead me on, don't watch me stray      I'm through being the lamb left to be prey   Come to my stable, you don't have to stay   Just know that I am here if you ever occur to want me   If you ever occur to want me   If you ever occur to want me   You'll know where I'll be   If you ever occur to want me