something infests me when I'm alone   it's lunacy   I want to vomit, spit out my life   so queer is seems   retract your reverence and slander me   I'm the traitor of mine   a close-up picture of my lost chastity   there's nothing left of me anymore      and no rain can wash away those bloody tears   as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears   red lips like roses call my name   but laughter is all the woman of now hears      in gloom I wander, it batters me   though I subsist of it   the smell of incense arouses me   abeyance maddens me   a ginger sunset is my caress   as I expire   as music's fading I fade within   there's nothing left of me anymore      and no rain can wash away those bloody tears   as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears   red lips like roses call my name   but laughter is all the woman of now hears