my heart is deceived by my eyes    my actions in the name of beauty    i'm sickened and strangled by myself    that i would allow an unyielded desire to lead me astray    put to shame by my lack of trust    i confess my faults with tears manifestations of Your grace   fill me revelations of forgiveness    wounds healed by wounds    the Father's mercy    peace beyond understanding    love from You that i don't deserve    i shut my eyes i still my feelings    listening with closed eyes i rest in Your guidance   trusting You sensing You i listen and hear... abide in me