I live tonight, a mattress on the floor   Frustrated by my senses, I´ve reached a point which I can´t ignore   Despite my fears she moves within my arms   I´ve never felt her near me, I whisper words to keep me calm      We are silent, we play our parts   We need the violence, but hold eachother gently as we dance      Panic found me after all   Blood runs even faster, Iâm holding on to what Iâve been told   "Just take my fears and colour them as you please"   I whisper to her softly, I think she laughs when as she looks at me      We are silent we play our parts   We need the violence, but hold eachother gently as we dance      I sleep tonight, a mattress on the floor   Iâm waking up beside her, the pain is here as it was before