[Z-Ro]   I wonder if I'm blessed, cause I'm still here   And I wonder if heaven's any different, cause in hell the blood   spill hits   Got a nigga fiending for his last breath, too many of my partnas   Beneath me, because a bitch made nigga blasted   Too many features in songs, tell me why I ain't got no home   Penitentiary grown, cause I roam with a pocket full of stones   I wanna live my life with my life, ain't worth the living   Cause while I'm dreaming about a Benz, even a hoop ain't driven   Headed for prison, but mama I'm all right with that   Struck down a shank in my tank, these niggas all night with that   And it ain't no love left, f**k all of my foes and friends   Motherf**kers don't f**k with Ro, unless that nigga be rolling   in ends   I need to wake up, instead of day dreaming about holding a slab   Like being in love with a woman, that you could never have   Witness the feeling punished by pain, looking for shelter from   the rain   People like W double O-D, I'm going against the grain      [Chorus - 2x]   Life is a bitch, then you die   Especially for me, cause I'm a G, one deep when I ride   Pain, and everybody say that I changed   But I was tired of going through it, in this crooked ass game      [Z-Ro]   To all my down ass niggas, y'all can kiss my ass   Anybody who ever said they was down with me, can kiss my ass   In the 2K ace, I'm a sick nigga that's quick to blast   And for the smallest disrespect, I'm coming to get your ass   I done dumped on motherf**kers, what they gon do for me   Out of town on stage, nobody from the hood in the crowd, to root   for me      Supposed to be my people, but I think my people is the devil   But my peoples, cause I'm on another level   On my knees, screaming Jesus can you save me   My shit's so f**ked up, I wonder if you thought about me lately   And it hurts so deep, a nigga can't sleep, making me late night   creep   Suicidal thoughts, I think I'm ready plus its f**king with me   Would I be blessed by these bitch niggas, these fakes and frauds   Fiending for music, cause she know she got my heart   Even thought its torn apart, its bumping out nothing but love   for you   And to my niggas keep your business, I got slugs for you   I shed blood for you, but I'm not appreciated   The only nigga that never hesitated, and it ain't no more   Hollering out my roll dogs, name on tape   Unless its f**k you, but in front of it, following up for a   cape, bitch      [Chorus - 2x]      [Z-Ro]   Life is a bitch then you die, especially for me   Cause I'm a G, one deep when I ride   Motherf**kers went to turning they back, but its all gravy   Nothing but the word of God, is gonna save me   Lately, I've been over doing it with drugs, f**k around   And overdose, but I don't wanna pass away from multiple slugs   This for the world, I hate all bitches, and all niggas   As if everybody wanna see, the king of the ghetto fall nigga   Murder murder on my enemies, I didn't wanna do it   Thought it was God telling me busting, wasn't balm influid   Murder murder on my enemies, I didn't wanna do it   Thought it was God telling me busting, was enbalmin fluid, cause   uh      [Chorus - 4x]