Why's the quiet so damn loud?   I can't hear myself screaming   Need to find myself a crowd    Because I can't stop myself from thinking   About the way things used to be   About her heart which I can't reach   About all the things I see    Here in this insanity      Would've loved you forever but   That's not what you wanted   Would've given you the world but   From me it meant nothing   Would've given you all of me but    I'm not what you wanted   I can't believe I ever loved you    I realize you're nothing      Deafened by my contemplation   The voices always scream inside   When you left my heart was vacant   And my life was just a lie   Hurt because I dared to dream   Of a life for you and me   What the fuck was I thinking?   Consumed by love's insanity      I realize you're nothing   I realize you're nothing   I realize you're nothing      You always make the same mistakes    You can't help it, it's just part of your nature    And you react to fear    Stimuli directs your actions    But I don't have to accept you    Like you are    Or what you do    And when you push me away    I can leave    I am free    Free   Free   Free to go      And when I think of you    I thank God you're not with me   And when I think of you   I thank God that finally       I realize you're nothing   I realize you're nothing   I realize you're nothing   I realize you're nothing