Wake up in the middle of the night    And the air is so heavy    And my head's screwed on too tight    In the glow of the christmas lights    I watch you sleep       And the hands on the cigarette clock are just    Time ticking away this love I got    There's no way to make it stop before you wake       Well I know you're leaving me    This is not the way that I    Was brought up to believe that it would be    Yeah I know you're leaving me    I'm running round in circles trying to figure out    Just who I'm supposed to be       We go down to Prospect Park    To watch the light become the dark    And I don't think I've ever been this scared    Outside as the double moon rises    I know this time it won't surprise us    But that don't mean that I will be prepared       I know you're leaving me    This is not the way that I    Was brought up to believe that it would be    Yeah I know you're leaving me    I'm running round in circles trying to figure out    Just who I'm supposed to be       So tired of writing sad songs    But my mind's on misery    I know there's time until you're gone    I can't let it be    No I can't let it be       I know you're leaving me    This is not the way that I    Was brought up to believe that it would be    Yeah I know you're leaving me    I'm running round in circles trying to figure out    Just who I'm supposed to be    Just who I'm supposed to be    Just who I'm supposed to be    Just who I'm supposed to be