Memories fears and lies   Anger burns the child inside   As I turn and walk away   Can't believe the things you say   Frustrated with fragile mind   I feel the rage it binds my eyes   Poison me till Ecstasy   Drowning in my liquid dreams      Looking back I'm paralyzed   The dreaded memories inside   Agony corroding me   Keeping me from destiny   The tragedy the suffering   Deafened by the silent screams   Never more to hear them roar   Never more to be ignored      I'm craving feeding lost   I'm empty bleeding falling      Disdain is my outlook as well as my plan   Compelled to incarnate from spirit to man   He who controls me controls my lost fate   I re-live his torment and wait at his gate   Cast off warnings of fate decree   Glory is crimson my soul is set free      Gravity failing me see it all as I fall   Falling down through the ground   Bridges burned lessons learned      Who will be there for me   All is lost at what cost   Misery endlessly twice the pain who will reign      Redemption is all I seek   Free me from my suffering   Sanctuary's calling me   Away from infinity      Where do we go from here?