Have you seen my sanity?    I seem to have left it at home    I feel pushed up against the wall    Like some Black Flag song       Oh and i try to wish it away    Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell      Why am I so selfish?    I push away everyone who loves me    I don't want, want to be like this    I just want someone to hold me    Why am I so childish?    It's because my mother never loved me    I don't want to be like this    I just want someone to hold me       Hold on tight    Everything will be alright    If I choose I       Why am I so selfish?    I push away everyone who loves me    I don't want, want to be like this    I just want someone to hold me    Why am I so childish?    It's because my mother never loved me    I don't want to be like this    I just want someone to hold me