and when night fell the air was cold   rain drops attacked the windowsill   words came and tore and took their toll   faith i displayed was unfulfilled   tell me what's been wrong   is it something that i've done?      and now that you feel   feeling that keeps you   keeps you from me   obscured from darkness      lying in wait   wait for the moment   i can't relate   hidden in shadows      why am i torn by helplessness?   why am i cursed with ignorance?   understated. complicated.   they say that ignorance is bliss   why then do i feel so depressed?   overrated. dead, sedated.      is it the thought that's haunting me?   it's keeping me awake at night   from within tearing me apart   anger will tear me up inside   no one knows the pain   pain that we go through