darkness again   sleeping upside down   on a pillow of nails   push it, smile      oh talk, talk, talk, talk, talk for a while   blinded, blinded   can’t see a door in front of me   you open up, and walk all over me      a sin for a bottle of gin   drunken      flowers bloom in a high fashion season   it’s all over me, all over me, greed      open up in my mind   oh so conned to be jerked back into the 50's   and become some macho scum that makes me bleed      oh why will you turn on me?   why do you smile like that?      darkness again   sleeping upside down   on a pillow made of nails      mental shock   mental shock   mental shock      all over me, is grief   you can’t see   what will you do for money?      killing time with bullets in the night   oh right, oh right   what is right? to conquer?      or follow some path paved some years ago?   with no hope, no hope of any life   shine, shine my bleeding heart      i will dance one more time before i must go around   revision, the vision   of the cult of the ruling class that be   no government, bottle up in my mind      oh so conned to be jerked back into the 50's   and become some macho scum that makes me free   oh why do you betray me?   why do you smile like that?      over the back   and into a system of oppression   hurts so bad to be   expendable