(next message)      Disconnected, it's the way that I wanted it to be   The Cult Electric is my favorite record of the week   Cause I'm not feeling sweet      But I can't say that when everyone is so judgmental   And I can't play back all the times when you were gentle   Cause even you can't be true      It's astounding what love can do to a city   Laurel Canyon was the best place for you and me to be   I chose the curtains and I dreamed a dream of domesticity   What a freak you made of me      Now I'm on Zoloft because you told me I was crazy   And I won't jump cause now I know you'd never catch me   And I can't leave you because you swore you'd never let me   But even you, talk shit too.      It's January when I jumped the fence of your backyard   Finish the fairy tale that you weren't drunk enough to start   It's kind of scary when your lover leaves you for a movie star   But I'm still in the dark      But you have trained to watch my back and drop my standards    And you have shamed me since the first time you were with her   And you cant make me love your band or buy your records   Cause you have tainted my respect for your adventures      And you will never have the chance to trace my features   And you will never make me feel like such a loser   And you can have the past 'cause I'm in love with the future      I'm in love with the future      And I have met a boy   Who makes you look so shallow (I'm in love with the future)   And there is so much time   And so much space to travel (I'm in love with the future)   And I will make the climb and I will kiss the gravel (I'm in love with the    future)      (Touch the sky) (It's kinda scary)   And I will kiss the gravel (I'm in love with the future)      (Touch the sky) (It's kinda scary)   And I will kiss the gravel      I'll touch the sky   I'll touch the sky   Watch me..watch me   I'll touch the sky   I'll touch...   The sky..the sky