locked in a still position   swaying back and forth   needles in my arms   broken inside      my chest rips open   and blood runs on the floor   sealing my heart   gazing at a wall      in some dark corner   somewhere in time   try to make sense   relation unknown      alone, alone, alone   in pain, and pain, in pain      fear is here      bleeding inside   oh, you will remind   the anger all lost in fear      i never lied to you   you always lied to me   what the fuck is the difference?   i'm sitting here bleeding inside, inside, inside      it's no big deal   it's no big deal      wrapped in lies   close your eyes   see the pain   locked inside      ripped open for a fucking dollar   a green piece of paper shatters my life   twisted up until i scream   let me go, release me   release me, release me, release me      crying out, hearing sounds   but the feeling got lost away   in some forgotten song   they said, they said   to close my eyes and dream away      dream away, but the pain   the pain didn't go away   it never goes away, it didn't go away   it never goes away      i'm lying in sound   oh, and you, and dream   i'm breaking down      a thousand years, and all the tears   and feelings locked inside, locked inside   tide of emotion   blood, rain, and tears      ruined all the years, ruined all the years   they told me that i was never here   never here, never here, never here