Now I see   I never knew closed eyes could kill me   Now I know, and I see you for who you are   I've spent too much of my life watching you hide inside   Hoping you'd pull it off but you're far from anything real      She said let the slaughter begin   Her tears spill to the floor   What a beautiful sight it is   As she lays down to again, to die again      Once and for all I want someone to owe what's mine   Look to the future with no more lies   I'm writing you up for the final time   This was just the point of pleasure was all mine   This will be the last time, the last time I try      Now I close my eyes      She said let the slaughter begin   Her tears spill to the floor   What a beautiful sight it is   As she lays down to again, to die again