you were there when I cried - I screamed   It would not be forgotten   A slave to the poison that dragged us down   We must suffer for your fucking incapabilities   And she could not see you destroy her   I can't even grasp the pictures that   you implanted in my mind   Must overcome and impale you with   the epitomes of your actions   We loved so much   Now I won't let myself hate you less   Now you're dead   You haven't suffered enough   I wish I could have been the one   who crushed your heart   With my despaired hand letting   your unruly blood flow   And your burned flesh lie collapsed   Are you proud?