lay down the decision    it has been decided!   i've never felt finished off       but now its coming to an bitter end      used to try - tried to let me fall in cries of shame...      cast in nowhere   a slave to his own sins is standing   a knife in his hand    he will bleed, maybe sink down with   nevertheless freedom will come....      day by day the same procedure   a neverending story   just show me the alternate end      i dreamed the black nights falling    the prison to feel falling upstairs   again and again