Who am I trying to fool   As the night falls upon me   Who am I trying to be   When this leads to nothing      I need some medication   I need your medication   These choices I've been making   They make me hate myself      Are you there?   How I long to be with you   Are you there?   Listening to my despair      Standing right at the shore   Knowing life is so much more   I said what she wanted to hear   Pretending that my mind was clear   It’s a lie      How you wept, how you tried   But I never make the time   Here I go once again   Will this ever end?      I need some medication   I need your medication   These choices I've been making   They make me hate myself      Are you there?   How I long to be with you   Are you there?   Listening to my despair      Standing right at the shore   Knowing life is so much more   Said what she wanted to hear   Pretending that my mind was clear      Don't make the call   Into the room   It's where I fall      Standing right at the shore   Knowing life is so much more   I said what she wanted to hear   Pretending that my mind was clear   Lying, trying to stop this time   I’ll stop this time   One step backward chasing after   A voice inside, A voice inside   That knows