i fought it forever, between the now and never   hide behind my feelings, like a game of hide & seek   i wanted you badly, you looked at me so sadly   i'm mounting my eyes, with this could never be   'cause i like her and you're like me      [chorus:]   so can't you see, i'm open for a change   this was never easy, and it's never been so strange   to fall for that girl, that falls for all the girls    it's just not right   welcome to the after school special of my life      if we were together, i'd make your heart surrender   no more watching girls go by, i'd make her stay at home   i'd wear what you told me, as long as you will hold me   like a man, and understand, that this is not impossible      [chorus]      [bridge:]   this got so complicated, common interest separate   the fine print on the label of your life is never told   one shot missed and two got wasted   three's a charm but hesitating,   i will never mean to you what you will mean to me      i fought it forever, between the now and never      [chorus]       (my life)(this got so complicated, common interest separate)   [til end]