This house is full of secrets that i   Have kept from her for far too long   I hope i make it through the day      My conduct should be suspect and my   Intentions should be checked but i'm to   Involved in making plans for my soul      Her heart is should of kindness that she's   Given away and now she is tired   Of all the parts of life that she made      She tries to help out everyone   But i can only help myself   I question whether she knows she's safe      I hope you find it   Cause i could not find it in me   I hope you find it   Cause i could not find it in me      I can't say when i'll leave you for good   My selfish heart hopes you don't go first   God knows i couldn't make it one day      I'll ask that you find someone to help   Like you treat me like you were myself   You broke your back to make it okay      These parts of life that i cannot hold   You carry me along with your load   Your more than i could ever repay      I hope you find it (I hope you find it)   Cause i could not find it in me (Cause i could not find it in me)   I hope you find it (I hope you find it)   Cause i could not find it in me (Cause i could not find it in me)   I hope you find it (I hope you find it)   Cause i could not find it in me (Cause i could not find it in me)   I hope you find it (I hope you find it)   Cause i could not find it in me   (Cause i could not find it in me)