I run and the world changes   Threads connect around me   Knots that wrap on me   However they don’t press me   I’m too fast      I run and the world changes   Images flow around me   My hand stretchs   I would to touch the lives that I watch      Air, it’s all air   I haven’t touch   I’m the sight   I’m the hearing   I run and   The world changes   Why am I unable to stand?      Like a deity I feed upon other’s lives   A nothing god surrounded by thousands of god      But I feel the life in me   I perceive my mortality   All the pain it’s so sweet   When you die as god and born as man      The person I’ll become      For the person I’ll become   For the twin line between never and ever   For the things that let me say: I am there   For the ruins I’ve lost inside I will cry tonight      I should believe   (Some strong claws)   That I should change   (Are dragging me)   That I’ll refind me    (I know, but why?)   (The worst is in me)      I should believe (the worst is in me)      Can I decide   In this deicide?