Through all these years the truth has been a stranger to me   We met many times but never got to know each other   I was used and fed with lies by who I thought were you   I left my way of life to be all you said were true   Now all this sadness washes over me and I feel like I'm drowning   I tried to call for help but the only thing I could feel was misery...   I did now want to walk alone through this barren wasteland   You turned your back on me when I reached out   It's all clear to me, it's you who choose to leave us here   There's no use in looking back since I know you won't appear   "I am the lord thy god..."   Blindly I would follow you as you preached to me your truth   I climber your mountain a million times   I was told I needed you to behold your enlightened view   I know now there is nothing there to see   I renounce your divinity   Slowly I woke up, slowly I saw   The lies you told faded away   A water was rising, the water was truth   It washed away the dirt of you as it washed away all that was true   Now all this sadness washes over me and I feel like I'm drowning   I've tried to call for help but the only thing I can feel is misery...   I hope that sadness washes over you and you find yourself drowning   And when you call for help from the ones you hurt   The answer will be one of silence...