this tenderness is defined by you   but lost again to days less truth   and city lights cause eyes to burn again   i'll dive back into muddy skies   i'll wait for you and light to rise   while 3 am is waiting to begin   and i will chase away my fears   i can't bury them inside   i will never feel again these feelings felt tonight   i've chased away my heart and i can't wait until it ends   i've taken you for granted but i am willing to begin   maybe i'll count all of the stars that are hung up in the sky   one for each and every lonely day that has gone by   my room feels like a cell and i have been locked in   i've taken you for granted but i am willing to begin   is this my last sunrise with you?    how could i have known?   how could i have seen?    being some's prisoner means that i am never free   but maybe if i try   i could just believe everything is perfect and i'll throw away the key   i believe you're in my head now   that's what i came here for   i am in your head now   and you're headed out the door   it's unnatural, waiting just to find a way to make you stay   but i know that you know, theres never going to be a way   and i will chase away my fears   i can't bury them inside   i will never feel again these feelings felt tonight   i've chased away my heart and i can't wait until it ends   i've taken you for granted but i am willing to begin   my last sunrise   i'm willing to begin, all over again