As I traced the knife down the small your back   I heard you gasping for air as the blade cut into your throat   Maybe I should have wrote you a note or at least a letter   We both know it didn’t have to end this way   I admit, baby, maybe I could have found less violent things to say   But I think I’ll let the blade do the talking      You were beautiful when you were breathing   But even more so when you’re lying still   I remember what you said on your dying breath   “I’ll always hate you”      Staring into your shut swollen eyes   Now I’ve finally realized that you meant more to me than this   A lifeless body lying formless on the floor   I swear to god this has never happened before   You meant more to me than this   So I’ll leave you with this bloody kiss   As I whisper my goodbye      If I could I would replay this night   Because right now I cant catch my breath   I just don’t deserve to breathe   My stomach turned at the sight of your body violently shaking   I pray to god that I’ll be waking from this nightmare soon   The shape of my formless lover lying pale    The air in this room is growing stale and I am losing breath   I pray that death will finally take me too   Because I know I won’t forget you      You were beautiful when you were breathing   But even more so when you’re lying still   I remember what you said on your dying breath   “I’ll always hate you”      Staring into your shut swollen eyes   Now I’ve finally realized that you meant more to me than this   A lifeless body lying formless on the floor   I swear to god this has never happened before   You meant more to me than this   So I’ll leave you with this bloody kiss   As I whisper my goodbye      Please someone lock me up and throw away the keys   I don’t deserve to see the light of day anymore   If I could I would pull the knife out of your back   But that would leave you bleeding even more   And coughing up your blood as your lungs slowly turn to mud   As the red poison flows through out your veins   If this pain could be arranged in such a way to be so beautiful   Then why would I ever stop it?      You were beautiful when you were breathing   But even more so when you’re lying still   I remember what you said on your dying breath   “I’ll always hate you”      Staring into your shut swollen eyes   Now I’ve finally realized that you meant more to me than this   A lifeless body lying formless on the floor   I swear to god this has never happened before   You meant more to me than this   So I’ll leave you with this bloody kiss   As I whisper my goodbye      You’re beautiful when you’re asleep   You’re beautiful when you’re asleep   But I liked you better when you would hold my hand   You’re beautiful when you’re asleep    You’re beautiful when you’re asleep   But I liked you better when you would hold my hand      You were beautiful when you were breathing   But even more so when you’re lying still   I remember what you said on your dying breath   “I’ll always hate you”      Staring into your shut swollen eyes   Now I’ve finally realized that you meant more to me than this   A lifeless body lying formless on the floor   I swear to god this has never happened before   You meant more to me than this   So I’ll leave you with this bloody kiss   As I whisper my goodbye