oh, the beginning of a day  struggling to remain awake  when the world is freezing cold  now the walls are caving in  icy fingers gripping skin in a silent greeting  it's happening again  forgot who i've been  is it better to go numb than to feel this warm?  so what?   you're hearts been broken  mere flesh wound in comparison to mine  i'm fine  i'll get by just remembering  year from now this won't mean a thing  today deserves my company  the past is past  and we can't ever change a thing  this is all i have to give  but it's good enough to get me through  winter's kiss, like poison  running through my veins straight to my head  frozen lips so fatal  killing off all feeling i once had  this is all i have to give  is it good enough to get me through?  this is all i have to give  but it's good enough to get me through  i'll just hold on  i know, i know, i know  i'll just hold on  i know, i know, i know  broken mirrors alter my perception  clouded eyes diminish their deception  focus shadowed, faulty by design  but this fever melts through the ice inside