I'll follow to the ending   Of your spiritual emending   Play the martyr - take the hammer to the heart   And when we can't find the answers   We'll just say it never mattered   And keep on smiling when the whole thing falls apart     And I want to be the one   Who is left here staring   Staring at the sun (2x)     So you can go your way dear   If you want just leave me lay here   Cause I'm too tired to argue anymore   And I'm not concerned with winning   Like I was in the begining   All this pettyness has numbed me to the core     And I want to be the one   Who is left here staring   Staring at the sun (2x)     I want to be left behind   I want to burn out these eyes   So let your fires unwind - I won't see   Let the blind lead the blind     And I want to be the one   Who is left here staring   Staring at the... (2x)     I want to go blind (at the sun)   But I can't close my eyes (at the sun)   Well I just want to go blind (at the sun)   But I can't close my eyes (at the sun)