Correction i am drowning these insecurities.  The hypnotized are divin' down divided seas.  Let me focus, don't take me away-  in my head space, silent waves.  Around, surround survived by me.    Here laid unclaimed- unconscious ego.  Too much to hold on to, cant seem to let it go.  Arms not open, phase aside  Breathing in all your lies  This ahead.    So much of what i am experiencing right now-  Disavow, take until i drown.  -Right now- So Much-  -Right now- So what-    Overwhelming isolation frees endless possibility.  perfect situations lead- lack creativity.  Self contained ocean, bright burning sea  Roll up upon crying banshee.  What I've left is three.    So much of what i am experiencing right now-  Disavow, take until i drown.  -Right now- So Much-  -Right now- So what-    Lap dog that i choose to be  Dead people making jokes about societies.  Broken record, one part plays  in my head space, silent waves.  Just give it a name...........    So much of what i am experiencing right now-  Disavow, take until i drown.  -Right now- So Much-  -Right now- So what-    Till i reach the bottom of me.  my own violent symmetry  words i pull down from my sky  the isolation i try to find