I killed myself today  I lost my pride in a pool of blood  God please vomit my lukewarm rebellious heart  I've led myself away from you so cast me out  My pride has become my God  God please cast me out of this vessel that I have prepared for you  my pride has become my God so cast me out  for years I was living among the dead  God please cast me out of this vessel  I've led myself away from you  For years I was living among the dead  completely ignorant of the destruction  that I rained down upon myself and those around me  and now that I've been murdered to this world  I still find myself clinging to my selfish desires  and father tonight I pray that you purge me and make  me a worthy vessel, something to call your own  kill the me in me  I made you a promise and I'll keep it no matter how  much it hurts me