I'll Write This Message To Myself  In Case I'll Listen  I've Learned A Lesson For Myself  About How I'm Living  I've Tried, I've Tried To Get Away  But Always End Up Broken  I've Lied, I've Lied To My Own Face,  Not Hearing What Was Spoken  That's How I Feel,and I See It's Real  That's How I Feel, And I See It's Real  And If I Ever Sober Up I'll Look For What I'm Missing  And Then I Start To Remember  And Then I Start To Surrender  That's How I Feel, And I See It's Real  That's How I Feel, And I See It's Real  That's How I Feel,  And I See It's Realthat's How I Feel,  And I See It's Real  And If I Ever Sober Up I'll Look For What I'm Missing  And Then I Start To Remember  It Slows My Heart To Surrender  That's How I Feel, And I See It's Real  That's How I Feel, And I See It's Real