Once in a house on a hill  A boy got angry  He broke into my heart  For a day and a night  I stayed beside him   Until I had no hope  So I came down the hill  Of course I was hurt  But then I started to think    It shouldn't hurt me to be free  It's what I really need  To pull myself together  But if it's so good being free  Would you mind telling me  Why I don't know what to do with myself?    There's a bar by the dock  Where I hide from myself  Drinking with this man  He offered me a cigarette  And I accepted  Cause it's been a very long time  As it burned to the end  I thought of the boy  No one could ever forget    It shouldn't hurt me to be free  It's what I really need  To pull myself together  But if it's so good being free  Would you mind telling me  Why I don't know what to do with myself?    To pull myself together  But if it's so good being free  Would you mind telling me  Why I don't know what to do with myself?    To pull myself together  But if it's so good being free  Would you mind telling me  Why I don't know what to do with myself?