Poison, she will willingly  Collide, in through beneath her  Use and situate me, blending  All the colors here, all around me    As I wipe this stain up from my hands  I realize it's all I have that's sacred from you now    Here is where your honesty lies  And it's digging in to feed here  Soul succumbing to be the beginning  Of this empty shell here cracked and bleeding    A painful truth becomes a searing needlepoint  Beyond the pain, behind a wall, into the womb    You circumcise a painful point to cut around   The fact that I'm the only one who won't abandon you