underestimated, spreading out  contagious oversaturations  strengthened apparitions beat away  aggressions altered state pretention,  crunch in anesthesia, conscious anesthesia,  huh    weave the worm thru/ bound to bein  the bait that I am spilling ominous trails  of blood from rejection, an' as foul as  it all is of an autocoid stench numb  from holding it in for too long  forgotten, and even if it's true whats  been said never mind 'bout not having  to flinch being one step ahead of  yourself made anagrams of your stealth  attitudes insignificunt    lost in ever / lasting sickness / writhe in  instinct / anachronistic    brick by brick shutting out all  reflections of size letting it go  backwards fall then materialize, in  remorse, incomplete killed inspite of  defeat as conclusive accomplishments  cannibalize    more lies, as wise as you are, regrets  designed the scars that marks the rest  of your sheltered, life logistics.    soaked in rapture, clean clots, unebbed  dead?  to cull the rumor going round, that  re occurring fucking sound  emptiness / denial / thoughtlessness    sadistic ties surmise, fantasize, to make  that vertigo away and make forever  everyday.  not even itself is theself right, it's taken as  nothing necessity just to keep  giving something it's selfish.  lazyness, desire, sacrifice, a dream.  the spawn of hypocrisy's birthed  opportunity  offering reasons, soul, waste of time.    Not even explained, maybe forthright,  there could be a purpose I think destiny  told me so, last nights intro, in utero  i've carried spawn for hates, cut the  guiding apostle taking dues from  underneath, footing swept from  beneath, the realm of a place I'll never  go    brick by brick retention, altered shape  rejection chameleons mould to the  outcome distorting the mirrors  reflecting the view.  bait that I am.    grinding paranoia calculating from a  distance, between the difference, different  sides collide an unmissing stride  running on agony racing to answers  thats finding out something thats  stapled itself necessary    not to b true    life's to simple?  democratic?  tantamount in impotence.    these lyrics are submitted by burkul